Okay I already posted this but I’m not doing it because I want creepy anons or am being ‘slutty’.
My self esteem is non existent. I’ve always wanted to wear a bikini, but I’ve always been so scared. People will look at me because I have a round stomach and my thighs jiggle. I still think I’m fat, don’t get me wrong. I’m not doing this for myself. I want to do this for the other girls. Ones bigger then me, even ones smaller then me. If I can go to the beach this summer, And wear this thing looking like I do, So can you. You’re beautiful, Whether you’re 500 pounds or 80. Show off your body. You will feel self conscious yes. But don’t think of that. think of the girl who is more insecure then you. Maybe you will inspire her. This isn’t about being a size 1 with big boobs. This is about defeating society.
Let people stare. Let them comment. Let them see your scars. Let them see you. Be different. I’m sick of this. I am sick of hiding because other people might not accept me. They don’t accept me? Okay then obviously they are not worth my time, if they’re going to let my weight define me.
Because past all 180 pounds of me, Is an actual heart. A soul, and a brain.
Together maybe we can change the way people think about weight and appearance. Even if you only change 1 persons opinion. That person could change another’s, and so on.
Let’s do this together. Let’s be the change.
Fuck You, Society.